October 30, 2011

First Time in My Life......

Hey..! Everyone..
How are all of you.?
 I am Doing different practices to improve my fluency and increase my Confidence level. few months and years ago, when i was in my classroom and teacher asked me a question or take attendance, i felt much fear and almost i lost my senses. i disturbed too much at that time. But A few weeks ago, i m doing practices to increase my confidence level, and improve my fluency. And of course i got much confidence, but not much fluency.
           Few days ago, when i was in my academy. I was in the class of English. I wanted to say a thing to teacher, But i couldn't. I tried 2-3 times to say but it didn't work. After the class over, teacher called me to come outside the class, He advised me to speak without any hesitation and etc....
          In the night, i thought about this thing. I felt that i can speak without any hesitation. What will happen if i stutter on few word, let people think what they want to be. With this i got with confidence, as always i do :).
          After few days, when i was in class of same teacher, he asked to me did you read this paragraph. I was waiting this moment for many days. I obviously said "yes Sir". In front of many Girls and boys, I read the paragraph. As it was my first experience, so i did much stammering. Many blocks came in my speech. But i did it without any fear, and with a little simile on my face.
         That day was very good for me. I was very happy. I was feeling like i got a big achievement.:)
I wanted to share my this experience to all of you. So i did.:)  Now i wanted to get fluency in my speech so to do this i speak in front of Mirror with different accents, with this i record all this and after that i listen it.
         At the end i say thanks to all of you my brothers.. A very special thanks to Sir. Sachin and Aehsan Hafeez Brother, Who inspired my much, and showed my the way.

Thank You,
Regards
Zeshan Ahmed
(Pakistan)

5 comments:

sachin said...

Hey Zeshan! Great post!
Yes, hamara yehi nara hai: Haklao, magar pyar se..
Meaning: When you stammer, you should not feel or behave as if you did something bad, shameful or criminal.. Stammer with joy and acceptance. Acceptance of who you are..
Aapki angrezi bhi acchhi hoti za rahi hai- likhte raho..
Salam!
Peace!

Ashish Agarwal said...

Congrats for nice post...

keep on moving & keep on writing.There would be upn & down in the way, but the main point is-MOVE ON....

Zeshan Ahmed said...

Thank You Sir Sachin, Thanks Ashish Bhai...
Sir me kab se kuch post karne ka soch raha tha... ab moqa mila or material bhi to post kar dala....
And i'm working on my english too... Thanks again for your great comments..:)

J P Sunda said...

Well done Zeshan! And as Dr Sachin said, you have started to write really good.

Zeshan Ahmed said...

Thank You Jai Bhai... I will write more posts.... thankx again....:)