24 March 2012, 6:30 pm
Now I am very upset and I am crying. Just an hour ago my cousin brother Himanshu bakshi had come to my house and we (all the family members, me, cousin brother) were having discussion on various topic. I was also participating in the conversation and giving my opinion. I told them about my situation at Rajpura railway station that how I was very scared and not able to speak and enquire for my train & buy tickets and finally I had to write it down on a piece of paper to get the tickets . My cousin brother asked what will you do if you had to ask something from your boss, I told if I am not able to speak I will simply write it down on a piece of paper and tell him what I want .Then he told laughingly that if you had to go to the girls house for a marriage proposal then also you will write on a piece of paper and convey what you wanted to say. I was really hurt from inside. Then he told that “ मज़बूरी इंसआन को सब सीखा देती है ”. His point was that I stammer only because I hadn’t put myself under “Majburi “more difficult situations. I got very emotional & was about to burst in tears . Was it my mistake to write it down on a piece of paper when my speech was not helping me out , to make the situation more difficult I would have torn the paper & throw away my pen and without using any hand gesture or any other help , I would have tried to communicate using my speech only? Somehow I manage myself & controlled my emotions of crying . Will I have to always carry a pen and a piece of paper all my life ?
I accept that I stammer but I don't want to stammer (I don't like to stammer) .I am able to accept it now easily that I stammer may be because I know that i won’t be stammering later but what if had to stammer my whole life ? what if I had to always carry a pen & a blank page all my life ? ohh God I don't want that , I don't want to stammer all my life .I cannot ACCEPT that .
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