Speaking against the motion..

Atul came at 5 pm today. We went to our dojo- the OPD hall. For the sake of debate practice, I asked Atul to speak against the motion: "The current government is totally responsible for the recent tragedy in Uttarakhand".

Anil writes from Betul

आजमाले आजमाले आज खुद को आजमाले , फिरता है तू कबसे ये दिल सम्हाले||

   बोल क्यों ये लब(होंठ) पर रुके है, तेरे सजदे में झुके है,पल पल बिखरे है कितने उजाले(प्रेरणा), क्या करू क्या सोचता है,चैन दिल का ढूंढता है, अपनी किस्मत को जगा ले, बीच का पर्दा(खुद और खुद के बीच में) उठाले, आजमाले 

आजमाले आजमाले आज खुद को आजमाले , फिरता है तू कबसे ये दिल सम्हाले||

अपने गम(हकलाना एक खेल समझो) से खेलता है , दर्द कितने झेलता है, सोचता है तू कुछ और बोलता कुछ और है,

दर्द कितने झेलता है, सोचता है तू कुछ और बोलता कुछ और है, अपने दिल को तू मनाले बीच का पर्दा उठाले, आजमाले, आजमाले आजमाले आज खुद को आजमाले , फिरता है तू कबसे ये दिल सम्हाले||

कश्मकश को छोड़ दे तू, रुख हवा का मोड़ दे तू(हकलाने वाले महान काम भी कर सकते है), खाली पैमाना(सामाजिक व्यक्तित्व) है तेरा, हो सके तो भर ले इसे तू, 

कश्मकश को छोड़ दे तू, रुख हवा का मोड़ दे तू, खाली पैमाना है तेरा, हो सके तो भर ले इसे तू, 

एक नयी महफ़िल(दुनिया में एक अपनी जगह ) सजाले तू, बीच का पर्दा उठा  

ले तू, आजमाले आजमाले आज खुद को आजमाले , फिरता है तू कबसे ये दिल सम्हाले||

Is it necessary to speak a lot like others??

Every stammer has a big hope inside his heart that one day he will speak fluently like others. He will also crack the jocks and people will clap & praise for him. He could not become popular only because of his way of speaking. It is quite weird when he speaks like this and people seem to torcherd by him. Same problem with me, with same thinking. One or two boys in my class always speak more and get popular because they can attract audience by their humor and fluency. Many times, I get depressed only because I think that I have better contains to speak and can speak many things better than those. But I have disability that I can’t speak so much fast because I stutter. I stop many times to think what I have to say while I know what have to say. Many times I think that fluent day will come or not?? I will be became a popular or not?? Sometime when I start to copy these people I feel I can’t run long with them. I am a person who stutter and it’s my way to speak (less but important). There is no competition with others how much can I speak like others. It’s my competition with myself to speak only what others need to me. I can’t speak a lot but still I can spread my message and others satisfied with me. It’s my motive of speech. At last Satisfaction is only matters. All comments are welcomed.