One week back….I was in big FALL and when I say fall, you can easily understand – fall in terms of my speech as I am a person who stammer or stutter.
But this time Fall was weird but at the same time amazing due its effects and affects. Since we know stammering fluctuates as per the situations or emotions that we create and you have no such idea when it triggers your speech and you will feel like “OH MY GOD”
Your emotion turns to be like “sad” “curse-full” “helpless” etc. and weirdest things you feel is you repeat the same sentence or word in your mind or alone but still you stammer or in other way, your jaws become so tight and the result is you feel pressure while sounding the word.
During those days, I was bit in scarcity in terms of motivating myself and give high five then suddenly my mind got changed I was thinking why I am feeling panic about my fall. I decided myself to give a try to observe my Thought + Speech + Response.
This time, I mixed my practice with acceptance coz somehow our belief system is still very clever and it works, when it gets a little bit of positive output. I started to call to my fellow friends I tried hard to stretch my voice as well as using the bouncing to accept myself. First time I found it was very tough coz as I have been affected from a very big situation so the fall was very high. Finally on next day, the moment I found, I am ok and speaking well then all of sudden, my mind (clone of Vishal) said to me – Vishal, do you know your true self ? I said “No” so he replied and said to me “ Vishal, each & every fall in our life is temporary or in other words is imaginary, you are still in your own joy and freedom. Its time to release or remove your fear and your self created layer” after this I amazed and felt like “wow” and “relaxed”.
After this sudden “Vishal Calling Vishal”, I delivered my role as a table topic master in my toastmaster club and it went so well. At the end, I would like to say “be clever as your mind is already clever because when clever meets clever then there will be no such cleverness” and you will always be in balance, stable-ness and Peace.
How to be Clever – don’t follow whatever the mind says…always listen to your heart, heart is directly connected to your true self and true self always have a hope and have a space which tells you that “Picture aabhi baaki hai mere dost so don’t give up”