Sometime i really feel that why there is so self hatred in me . I think myself as a useless creature . Having no importance or value of my own . And everybody else seems to better than me . I am negative , unfriendly , asocial , lazy , immoral , non sence creature ,timid ,unsecure, born to give pain to other ( especially my parents ) and get pain from . I am born to live a miserable life .
And people sometime says oh so u stammer oh poor guy but you must be having some extra ordinary qualities . Then i say sorry i have no extra qualities either neither am i good in studies or in sports or any other extra curriculum activities . This disappoints me even more .
Then some people says dont worry every thing will be ok . Have fun because Zindge melege na Dobara .
No no i dont want another , my god one life is enough and i am fed up .