Today I again face the interview of part time computer operator job in a private company.. Before reaching the interview venue, I have to face many problems like asking rikshaw wala, asking auto driver, the address of that venue and if he can’t help me then I have to ask many people on road side(which is very difficult for me), then after passing this hurdle, I reached the venue(I am much sweating), then I got fresh. The interviewer asked me about myself, my educational qualification, my experience. I told him about myself (at first I am totally blocked, no words are coming out, then I take a long breathe and start saying those lines by using stop pause method and prolongation and this really help me to say those lines easily) and also I realized that its my time, I have to say. I told him that I stammer, then he said “its ok I understand you carry on” then I also asked him about his company and its working.. Then he said “I am giving you our another company address”(where I have to work), and he write his address on a piece of paper, now I had to go there( uff again tough work for me).
Normally if I can’t able to ask somebody, then I give those paper where I have written address and ask him the address(so that he can see my written address), but the paper given by this person is very badly written(no one can’t read this) so I have to ask this address by myself. So I start asking people, some laugh at me very badly, I told him “yar ye tum khud pe hass rahe ho, mere pe nahi” then he said nothing, then some good peoples help me to find the address. Now again I am sweating much, but I don’t care about it and move to meet the Manager of that company and lastly he said me “You have to work 10am-7pm”, which is not possible for me and I said him “sorry sir” and I leaved that place and came to my home.
The experience was great because it really teaches me many things, some are bad and some are “Feel good” experiences. I also feels that when I am asking someone or I got those hard blocks, then my mind stops working and all energy forces me to say those Words. The only solution(that I feel at that time) help me to get rid of those blocks is “take 2-3sec breathe and again try to say those words by using some technique”.
Its Very difficult for me at first, but I faced the interview successfully!