Me and my stammering i dont know from which age did this stammering got associated to me.I cannot remember that is it from the birth or when i tried to say my first word in this world on that word also did i stammer.stammering is a ghost which is silent habituat in my mind. whatever i do stammering silently come infront of me and its tease me by saying." hello ritesh you cannot do anything in your life , if you will try i am there to pull your leg everywere in every situation, on every occassion..when some body ask my name for my introduction, at that time also i can't say my name. I realy get discouraged by seeing that small childrens of age 7 or 8 can talk fluently , they can say everything they want to say and i can't say the words which i want , i can't explain my feelings to my friends it is realy frustating .and the indian society are not awaken about the stammering they sometime say " yeh toh darpook hai, dar dar ke bata karat hai , yeh toh hakkla hai , ekdum fatoo, phone pe hello bol ne ke liye 10 minute lagaye ga".
they are realy careless about the feeling of stammerers who can explain them that our breath get stuck in our throat, tounge get tight, how we can be fluent ,it is like we are saying a one leg handicaped person to run in marathon and win it.