I learnt bouncing from herburtpur workshop and I think that I’ll start it in real life also, because it provide us to speak the hard words with ease and I enjoyed it. But now it seems so much a tuff work for me “to use bouncing”. Sometime I start bouncing and it getting worse and words become so much difficult to speak with it. It can only be used in a controllable manner. I use bouncing with my pws friends and enjoyed a lot it there. But I don’t know what happens to me when it comes to use with real people. Is I m still afraid that of people’s reaction? Perhaps no .
The reason is sometime I started bouncing with others and it doesn’t goes comfortable as I thought (I like bouncing if I do it with my control) and again I feared to using it . And one more thing we cant get such environment where we can use bouncing as we want, because non-stutter don’t have so much time. We have to bounce only 2or 3 times not more. Some time ago I start talking on the phone with bouncing on the word hello. This time hello is most fearful word for me . But one or two times when I was bouncing on the word hello, I struggled badly then after this I also afraid of using bounce on that word . Sometimes nothing work to speak out that word. Now I totally stuck on the world hello. Now I am analyzing what happen to my mind when there is someone other side of phone and I totally stuck . Can anyone help me what the thing I have to try to get out of this hoorible “hello”.